My last nerve in 2019

2019 was a difficult year. Teenagers are hard work and when you live in a house with two teenage boys its even harder. I thought us women had mood swings but thats nothing compared to two males who are too big to be boys and too young to be men. They go from happy, to miserable, to grunting, to making a mess and thats all before leaving the house for school. We have had arguments, we have laughed, we have cried and we have not spoken. Everything you can think of happening has happened and at times I wasnt sure if I was even able to carry on, there were days I woke up with clenched teeth, some days I couldnt even face getting out of bed but dragged myself to work anyway and some days where I literally thought I was either going to lose my mind or kill one or both of them. But somehow we made it and even though I feel as if my body and brain need a holiday I am ready for 2020 and I know that these two wonderful bags of smelly, hormonal, testosterone filled humans that I live with will test my very last nerve but Im ready. Here is to another year where everything is possible and absolutely anything can happen.....lets see if we all make it through the year.